A white paper

one night Fifteen-year-old Abir is preparing to commit suicide. He has no desire to survive. What do you do to survive? No one interacts with him properly, does not talk. Everyone moved away from him. But left because of his unusual behavior.

But once everyone loved Abir. He was also good at studies. He was always first in the class. Abir came first by participating in several cultural competitions. Once he acted in a drama and went to the departmental level. But due to a small mistake in the last round, he was eliminated. Abir is also good at sports. He is the captain of the school football team. His name was on everyone’s lips at school. But suddenly changes started in Abir’s life. Not interested in studies, not even in sports. Always quiet. He doesn’t even talk to his friends properly.

This change of Abir surprised everyone. The boy who was always cheerful, played sports, was good at studies, how did he suddenly become like this?

Abir’s behavior worries his parents. They have asked Abir many times, what is the reason for such behavior! But Abir remained silent each time. Abir’s silence has become a cause of fear for everyone. Because people suffer from extreme discomfort if they keep all the pain inside themselves. I feel crazy. But talking about your pain to others makes you feel lighter. The suffering is somewhat reduced. But Abir doesn’t say anything. Everything is stuck in your mind.

On the other hand, Abir suffers from discomfort due to his behavior. Even his friends don’t come to him now because of his unusual behavior. He feels very alone now. It seems that everything is coming to an end. A hell of pain has descended on his life. He knows very well why this is happening. And that is a paper. This paper took away all the happiness in his life. Made his life hell. He wants release from this hellish pain. So he decided to commit suicide.

Thinking of the paper reminded me of the unnatural man I met a few months ago. Abir was returning from the field after finishing the game in the afternoon. The man was sitting under the big banyan tree in the village. The man saw Abir and called him. At first Abir was hesitant to approach the man. He was thinking whether he would go or not. The man called again. This time, without standing, he walked directly in front of the man. As he approached, the man extended a paper towards him. Abir accepts the paper even though he doesn’t understand anything. Both sides are completely white.

Abir is a little surprised to see the white paper. Thinking to himself, suddenly this man gave him a white paper why? Asking the man to remove curiosity, what should I do with it?

The man replied, you will write your wish on this paper. Then the paper will be burnt. Then the ashes will be buried in a hole in the ground. Whatever wish you write on this paper, your wish will come true. But once written, you can’t delete that text and write anything else. If you write, your wishes will not be fulfilled, besides, you will not be able to do any work properly. You will not get success in any work. Life will seem hell to you. Then there will be no option but to commit suicide.

Abir became happy hearing about the fulfillment of his wish. But after hearing the words, he became worried. Abir asks the man, why does this happen if you write it down and write it again?

Because greed is sin, and sin is death. And this paper fulfills the desire of him who has no greed. Greed is all over. So greed must be subdued. said the man.

After knowing everything, Abir said goodbye to the man and came home happily with a white paper. After that, for a few days, he thought about what he wanted to write about. Abir can’t decide which wish to write about. After thinking a lot, Abir wrote on the white paper that he wanted to own a lot of wealth. After writing, Abir prepares to burn the paper.

In the meantime, he felt that he could have written about his desire to succeed in all endeavors without seeking wealth. Because success in work, money-wealth will be there. So he deleted the text and started writing about other wishes. I remembered the man.

He stopped writing and started thinking, is it right to do this? Because the man was forbidden to write a second time. After thinking a lot, Abir thought that when I delete it, then no wish will be fulfilled. Let’s take a better risk. Maybe the man said it to scare him. So Abir decided to disobey the man. But everything seemed like a fairy tale to him. At the end, Abi writes the new wish on a paper and burns the paper. Then buried in the ground.

Now he has to pay for that mistake that day. Everyone is moving away from him. Life is hell for him. So he chose suicide.

After completing all the preparations for suicide, Abir committed suicide by hanging a rope with a fan.

The next morning, when the door was not opened, Abir’s body was found hanging. And found a suicide note. In which was written ‘a white paper’.